Huda J.
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//Wednesday, May 27, 2009 11:28 AM
Napfa.
The best 3 years of my life,
You can never take away from me. *** NAPFA was terrible, but i did it anyway. For the sake of it. And somehow it took part of the emotions away. It was like my heart was swelling with pride. We were smacked in another class and everyone was cheering on for her and they were so envious of all her good scores and i couldn't stop beaming. Crazy i know, but Lim Fang Ying.. I am so proud of you today. (nope, im too much in love with men to turn lesbian, so dun worry.) Thank you for being my number 50 and a champion at that. I love you. [and i love you people who hasnt stopped naggin at me to 'get over it'. you know who you guys are, thank you.]
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Tuesday, May 26, 2009 8:11 AM
The Last Goodbye.
Rasullullah s.a.w bersabda:
Manusia Hawa dijadikan daripada rusuk manusia Adam, bukan dari kepalanya untuk menjadi atasnya, bukan dari kakinya untuk jadi alasnya, malah dari sisinya untuk menjadi teman hidupnya.. dekat dengan lengannya untuk dilindungi, dan dekat dengan hati untuk dicintai. *** Knowing that after all these years, you're still regretting your decision is very much overwhelming for me. I hope you weren't just twisting your words. That part of me will always, always, always love you. Let's leave it at that and part ways. It's about time you end your suffering. *hugs
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Sunday, May 24, 2009 7:55 AM
Celebrations!
//Saturday, May 23, 2009 7:54 AM
Ransacked.
Stolen Pictures.
For the Past 2 Generations, the board has never been locked and NOTHING was stolen. And now..... If this is an internal affair and some kind of sick joke, its not funny. If this is the work of a crazy psychopath, please..get a life, or rather get treatment. If this is sabotage...c'mon people, what are we? In primary school? Come straight and tell us straight to the face. We're pretty much open people who can talk perfect sense. We're trying so very hard to build the club and you people so easily crush our efforts. (insert alvin yap's vulgarities) It wasn't just my efforts you ruined, it was the club's ray of hope. You happy now?
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Wednesday, May 20, 2009 6:44 AM
Apologies.
To the boy who got angry because i went out for lunch with another (hotter) boy without telling him and causing him to find out from his mistress a.k.a my best friend, I'm sorry. I still love you ok. :)
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Monday, May 18, 2009 6:34 AM
Oh Mandy!
Pre Celebrations for Amanda's 19th Birthday was simple and smooth sailing.
Since FY will be away for KL tournament on her actual birthday and there's no lunch on Tues & Wed we brought the surprise 3 days earlier. As simple as it may be, we celebrated with much love and laughter. (and a tad of shock came along as the truth reveals itself) We love you Mandy, hope you are blessed with happiness all round. :)
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Tuesday, May 12, 2009 9:48 AM
Reverse Walks of Life.
One fine evening on a ride home in the packed bus I stare out the window watchin the scenery pass by in the opposite direction. Somehow it felt like life was being rewinded and how great it would be if we could pause it to the best times of our lives.
Reversing 2 years back, was the first time i stepped into the semi-cold room facing many unknown people. Live Audio Orientation 2007 was a nightmare where the people were scary and being alone makes the whole journey worst. I wanted a difference, my whole life revolves around being a library assistant. At this what might be final phase of study, i would like to tryout something different. For close to a year, all we did was stare at nothing on the ceiling or past through whoever's face that was adressing us and Live Audio was boring like hell. The only source of minimum interaction was with Haikal, Mas, Razis & Widuri. Haikal, as ironic as it can be. And then it got better. Like how he decided to open his mouth abit more, we opened up our hearts and braced ourselves for the changes. Within one semester, i fell madly back in love. Now, 2 years after that horrifying orientation, we come to meet the same semi-cold space that brought us all together. I wouldn't say that the Orientation was any better this time, but the atmosphere was definitely by far the best anyone who stayed long enuff in LA would have experienced. It was filled with love and friendships and although ALOT was lacking, we pulled it through. None of it would be possible if not for my dear crew. One i have grown to love so very much over the years. Thank you, each and everyone of you. For your patience and hard work for Live Audio's Orientation 2009. I didn't join live audio because of a boy, i stayed because of a few strong pillars that held me through. I love you and I love Live Audio.
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Monday, May 11, 2009 7:14 AM
THE LIST.
Woke up to a pleasant surprise this morning.
Seems like Year 2's the best (so far) for me. If I work a little harder, I might just get IN. Syukur Alhamdulillah. And yes, that baby is mine again, 2 in a row. Dear Year 3, please be nice and smooth for me. Thank you.
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Saturday, May 9, 2009 1:04 AM
Happy 2nd.
I left imprints of us where you can see,
one fine day if you returned for a visit. *** My resolutions took a 360degree turn the moment my eyes met yours. I knew I would have lived all these days alone in regret if not for that one night. My conscience is clear, my head is free. Why won't my heart let me live in peace? I miss you. If you see my friend Doesn't matter where or when Tell me if you see K.
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Friday, May 8, 2009 7:52 AM
3 weeks.
*Aidil pats my shoulder and smiles* In 3 weeks, he & Nona would be done with school and off for IPP. Now, what do i do when i miss you guys? No more Aidil showing off his bonch hairy tummy and farting all over clubroom regardless of who is behind him. "tengok gambar je uh hudaaa."
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Tuesday, May 5, 2009 8:41 AM
Insanity.
"lion king chose a perfect boy to be his best friend.. ..someone so hot, someone retained." *** i've been certified mad today. i wouldn't try to deny that. i realised that i've been thinking aloud, thus getting words that are not supposed to be heard by others out of my mouth before i can stop it. i've been checking out men and rating them like a bitch. huda doesnt do that okayyy. that might be her evil twin or probably her alter ego. huda is a nice girl. -_-" i've been complaining non-stop of how school is sucha chore now (with the temp taking and tapping cards to EVERYWHERE we go) i understand its for safety measures and yes, thank you for taking precautions but i can't help but feel....restricted, with no sense of freedom. especially for me who doesnt have much of it to start with. sometimes, when your most comfortable place is no longer your safe haven. when you mingle with hypocrites where you have to constantly check your backs to make sure knives dont hit you. when you live your life in constant fear of going wrong. you tend to go insane. and the fact that my eyes and heart cannot stop searching for a familiar face in the sea of people is not making it any better. i search for you everyday. every single chance i get. its maddening to know something will never come but still hope for it. oh dear heart, please give up already.
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Saturday, May 2, 2009 8:25 AM
A DECADE'S JOURNEY.
(Yes, i'm a fan of Tomok & New Boyz and I'm not shy to admit it.) My once-sengau-sejarah-mungkin-berulang boy has climbed his victory ladder with much patience. I've watched snippets of his performance @ OIAM '09 (courtesy to nora & zee nb-ians) and i must say i'm amazed how much he has grown. Has been a decade now..like always, you never fail to capture hearts and I'm proud of you. Now that you've won big time, don't forget your promise and hurry come back to Singapore with the rest of the gang. Kudos Tomok, you're ONE IN A MILLION. :)
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
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