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//Friday, July 31, 2009 11:48 PM
The Single Girl's Guide to Wedding Season Blues.
Perfect Timing is it not?
MSN entertained my 1 minute of reading time, soothed my nerves, calmed my racing hearts and gave me back my stable hands. Thank you. *** It's the peak of summer, so that means it's still wedding season! I'm pumped to party. I feel mentally and financially prepared this year, in part because I've been saving my money for all the gifts, flights, and dresses. But last week, I was listening to a friend stress about going to a wedding alone, and I remembered, all too clearly, the days of the wedding season funk. Sometimes, a single girl gets upset when she anticipates seeing all her married friends at a wedding. She starts to imagine the looks of pity, probing questions, having to explain herself, the onset of feelings of isolation, and people thinking she's a freak. This can also happen pre-baby showers and high school reunions — any place where marriage or family (a family other than yours) is being celebrated or where you might see lots of couples. Symptoms start to appear the week or day before the event, but you don't really connect them to the wedding. You just experience heightened sensitivity about your single status, sadness, self-pity, and/or irritability. You fantasize about freezing your eggs or adopting a baby from Malawi. You complain to your mom a lot, too. And then after she has listened to you whine, you tell her she doesn't know what it's like since she met Dad at a beach fraternity party in 1968 and hasn't looked around since. Here's what to do: 1. Acknowledge your feelings. It's not wrong to be bummed. 2. Pamper yourself or do something selfish. (After spending so much time and money on other people, you deserve it!) 3. Get a mani-pedi or buy something that will make you feel hot and/or expensive. 4. Try not to exhaust your mom's patience. She probably already goes above and beyond by reading your blog every day. 5. Go on a date. 6. Hold off on filing those adoption papers. 7. Put on a smiley face for the event. This day is not about you. Time and time again, I have found that I was only imagining that stuff about people pitying me. Friends have not been fixating on my single status, because no one thinks that much about other people and their problems. Who has the time? I was projecting. So there you have it! It's all in your head. *** All set and ready, that's exactly what I'm going to do. "Put on a smiley face for the event." But this day, is really about me. For those who have been giving me moral support, thank you. *loves*
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
// 11:18 PM
"The lamps are different but the light is the same."
My deepest condolences for Yasmin Ahmad's Family. *** Shock greeted me upon learning of her passing. My favourite director of all times. Yasmin paints life with HD color on the silverscreen. She portrays the real world in her films, real passion in her words, real lives in her movements. Pretty sad, now that we've lost one more great thinker. Let us continue to remember all her ideology and how she view life as! Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin, Muallaf & Talentime.. Aah well, i suppose life goes on. "I'm going to kench and then have a date with the sun."
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Saturday, July 25, 2009 10:23 AM
Saturday.
Public Enemies is a MUST watch for you depp-bale lovers.
Even if you're not a fan, its a movie worth every cent. *** Saturday started with my sister and a rainbow over the lake. The promise of a beautiful day ahead. Lunch + Public Enemies with my UOB companions - Joey & Saly. Aidil's 21st. (although my stay was very short, i was very glad i didnt miss this one) Thank you beautiful people, for painting my saturday with fun and laughter. :)
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Friday, July 24, 2009 9:14 AM
Saturday Nite Fever!
JOHNNY-OH-SO-GORGEOUS-DEPP!
CANT WAIT, CANT WAIT, CANT WAITTT! I will not let anything affect my going-to-be perfect SATURDAY! I promise.
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Thursday, July 23, 2009 9:05 AM
Speedometer.
Cruising down the highway at 70km/hr was an improvement for this scared cat.
That tight grip on the steering wheel makes it seem as though releasing the pressure for even a little bit would harm everyone. Practice would make it perfect and in time, I might just be as good as you. Till then, let's pray hard that i get to live my life to the fullest. And not harm any soul in the making. :) Thank you for those who believed. For you, i have faith.
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Wednesday, July 22, 2009 9:08 AM
Define HOT.
For one of the most perfect guys in the world, Happy Blessed Birthday, Dil.
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Tuesday, July 21, 2009 9:50 AM
BITCHED.
//Saturday, July 18, 2009 12:43 PM
Bye Bye Mr Foo. :(
Today marks the end of a long journey and the start of a new race.
No more crowded place filled with SCDF(hot)boys lingering around smoke infested hallways. No more naggy trainers askin me to check my mirrors. No more baby 128. No more Mr Foo who couldnt stop eating Halls sweets, Gabby Gabriel who enlightens me on my tuesday afternoons and no more Davin James (oh-so-goddammed-gorgeous) Cook. As much as i'm going to miss my trainers & training ground, I'm happy and contented. Now my training ground is much, MUCH more bigger. It's 'bout time we race 'em autobots, don't you think? What say you? *winks
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Wednesday, July 15, 2009 8:30 AM
Comeback Kid.
Danny: Dont you wanna come back for Live Audio? Me: You mean, you don't mind if i come back to help and join you guys? Danny: i mean, can la. Me: OF COURSE I WANT TO COME BACK TO LIVE AUDIO! Hahah. You don't know how happy i was when you asked me that question, I was feeling rather left out (bummer okay since i love live audio like mad) and lost cos i dunno anything and all the juniors were asking me what and when and how. And it was sucky not knowing anything when i used to know everything. Live Audio's my safe haven..when i need to run away from everything else. It's the place where i feel close to you..where memories live, where i can feel that you're safe and alive. Somehow, somewhere. Thank you Danny. I'll join you guys pretty soon enough!
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Tuesday, July 14, 2009 8:26 AM
Zombiefied.
Everyday i walk around like an aimless zombie carrying a load of emotional baggage in my heart. And everyday, the load gets heavier. Its so difficult to look at someone with so much love only to find so much sadness. My biggest fear is that I grow to love you so much that eventually turn into a selfish control freak.
*sigh* and the mad-dash of projects isn't making it any better. I've never in the whole course of the past 4 semesters felt this drained out before. Year 3 is out to kill me. argh!
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Sunday, July 12, 2009 1:21 AM
Life in a Metro.
Monty: I have a friend who bought a car and stored it in the garage. He has never driven it. He says he will only drive it when the traffic lights turn green.
Shruti: *laughs* How would he know if the traffic lights has turned green if he doesnt drive it out? Monty: Precisely. You will never know. So take a chance baby, take a chance. *** Have you ever thought, that just maybe... You belong with me?
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Friday, July 10, 2009 11:00 AM
Almost Lover.
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should have known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do *** I might have won the game, but have i won the battle?
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Tuesday, July 7, 2009 9:29 AM
Acting sessions.
Scrap the KTM, buy the sports bike.
You'll look smashing hot on it. *** A shot at improving my self-confidence turned to a gawking session when a certain malay speaking Brit-Chinese took me for my 100 minutes journey today. I swore at how unfair i judged him back then when he first came on air. He has that flair that got heads turning. Sense of humor that cracked me laughing, An X-Factor like no other, a tinge of cockiness that i find irresistable and a bouce of a young soul. DJC has one of the most beautiful set of eyes I've ever seen and yes, perfect nose with a killer smile. Enough to melt my night under the full moon. Beautiful. He walks like a champion, talks like a champion and smells like a champion. Thank you - 100 minutes worth of drama. *** And yes, full-face helmet please to protect your perfect face + natural blushed skin. So "at least if you die, you die pretty"
i thank ALLAH, for all i've got.
Love;Huds.
//Saturday, July 4, 2009 12:55 AM
Michael Buble.
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